My proudest moment seeing my little boy,all grown up and a fully fledged para.so smart and handsome in his uniform as he stood a 6ft4in soldier.my tears were different then,full of pride and joy.now they are pain and sorrow and this massive hole left within me,his sisters dawn and bee and dad too we have all lost something so precious so handsome,with an cheeky impish grin.shine on crazy diamond in the sky,forever counting stars.